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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Publicerat den: 2012-12-27 kl 18:28:25 | Kommentera här! 1 st
Nytt år, nya mål
Förra årsskiftet så skippade jag allt som hade med nyårslöften att göra. Har juh inte lyckats hålla dom tidigare så det hade nog inte blivit nån skillnad då heller.
Ist satte jag upp mål som jag skulle försöka nå under året. Det kändes lättare än att ha löften.
Mina mål med 2012 var:
1. Sluta snusa. Det har jag klarat!
2. Sluta äta godis precis hela tiden. Det har jag börjat jobba på och den sista tiden har det gått så pass bra att jag bara äter sånt på helgerna. Inget alls på veckorna.
3. Börja röra på mig mer. Det har jag lyckats med, för nu är det styrketräning 3ggr/vecka, och lite kondition utöver det när tid och ork och möjlighet finns. Så regelbunden träning finns nu mera i mitt liv och det får mig att må såå bra!
4. Dricka mindre öl. Sen i september så dricker jag bara en helg i månaden. Det är fortfarande lite tufft men känns såå bra.
Mina mål med 2013 är:
(1. Fortsätta vara snusfri.)
(2. Fortsätta hålla mig ifrån godis.)
(3. Fortsätta träna regelbundet.)
(4. Fortsätta hålla mig ifrån alkoholen/ölen till 75%.)
5. Ändra mitt tänk i livet allmänt. Bli mer positiv.
6. Stressa mindre.
7. Bli en bättre mamma!
8. Komma i form till beach 2013! :)
Alltså ska jag jobba på att hålla mina tidigare mål, samt försöka klara av fyra nya. Och förhoppningsvis så klarar jag detta under kommande år, och kan då plocka in ytterliggare saker att jobba på.
Det känns som jag är på rätt väg nu att äntligen hitta mig själv, efter alla dessa år!